05 Jun

Mistress brings me to my senses – the craving

The story of how Mistress brought me to my senses; the craving

If you made it through the waffle of part 1, I sincerely thank you for sticking with me, and welcome to part 2; the craving.



I suppose for many people, spanking is part-and-parcel of BDSM or submission, or whatever you fancy calling it.  It doesn’t have to be, but that’s an individual choice.  For a while, I thought spanking was what I craved, and when we were playing D/s roles, I would deliberately sabotage myself in Read More

04 Jun

Mistress brings me to my senses – the history

The story of how Mistress brought me to my senses; the history


What’s the greatest feeling in life?

What’s the thing you crave?

What is it that gets your mind whirring?

Do you know yourself well enough to be able to answer these questions?



I’ve had a pretty usual life, there’s one or two aggravating factors here and there but everyone has a story to tell don’t they; their own personal history; you’ll be relieved to read that this isn’t where I share mine.


Well, not all of it, I need to share some to convey to you, my dearest reader, the message I am trying to tell.


The Lady that society would have me call ‘my wife’ is, as I freely admit, a truly wonderful Woman, and it is much fairer to say that I am Her husband than She is my wife.


All through my life I’ve been a giver; bending to the needs Read More

29 Mar

exploring my kinky self

My earliest memory of anything kinky is from when I was about 11 or 12, when I started to be interested in women. I’m not sure if this is early, late or average since it’s never been the kind of thing I talk about with friends.

I used to raid my mums underwear drawer and wear whatever I found. This gave me funny feelings I’d never felt before, feelings I now recognise as arousal.  What it felt like at the time was that I needed a wee. I remember going to the bathroom to use the toilet, wearing a bra and panties, with my pyjamas on over the top, because I thought I needed a wee.

There was one occasion when my Mum was in the bath, Read More

29 Mar

hosiery school

One my most favourite things in the whole entire world is hosiery.


I love the feel of nylon over skin, and I think this all stems back to an experience I had as a frustrated teenager.  I must have been 14 I think, and it was Christmas at school, and it was carol concert day.

What happened at my school was that only a limited number of kids could go to the carol concert, and the rest would stay in school and do something the teachers thought that the kids would think was fun, but in actual fact was basically more learning.

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23 Mar

my nose

I have a really sensitive nose, really really sensitive.  The very act of scratching my nose makes me sneeze.  If I have the shower on too hot my nose goes red-sore.

This evening Mistress has used this knowledge against me. Read More

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